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I didn’t want to have to do it,
but they told me to be brave.
I said I shouldn’t have to do it,
and they called me misbehaved.
I don’t have to do it,
even though I sometimes do.
But today I can’t have to do it.
I have to stare at Flanagan’s shoe.
I am not a bopper.
I can’t just hip-hop from the top.
Because then I might keep on going
and never reach my stop.
If I have to do it,
and I know you think I do,
then when I have to do it,
can I do it my way too?
Because, yeah, I have to do it.
The world is full of shoulds.
But all those have-to-schmave-tos
steal away my coulds.
So today I am a mountain,
unmovable and tough.
If I’m going to have to do it,
today is just too rough.
With a little time,
your have-tos
might bump into
my coulds.
“I would if I could,”
said the Wouldchuck,
because the Wouldchuck
could always chuck would.
And the Wouldchuck
would chuck
all the would he could chuck
if the Wouldchuck felt understood.
By Mandy Parida
Wouldchuck
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